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miss u hales

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 19:32:05 +0000

Never Gone - Backstreet boys

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close,
Everyday,
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close,
Everyday,
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are <3<3

~~my angel, my best friend
miss you more than anything

SRGU

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:43:57 +0000

A sister's love is special
in oh so many ways
Now miles stretch between us
and minutes turn to days.

We've shared so much as children
the tears, the joys, the pain
A lifetime spent together
those memories remain.

In times gone by we've pondered
the paths our lives have taken
Knowing that in spite of this
our sister love unshaken.

A sister's love is special
in ways that are unspoken
Still that binding force exists
our sister love unbroken

One more year has passed on by,
Don't look back
Keep your head held high
For you're missing the most valuable moments,
You see...
When you are looking down toward your feet.
Walk, if you run, you'll find yourself wondering
Why or When
What never failed to smile down at you,
Somehow, forgot to grin.
We somehow took for granted then,
The special times we shared-
Smiles, smells of home, were there
Whenever we got scared.
I ran to and from that place,
Yet, never saw that smile.
I look up now, no place to run,
And it's been here all the while.
I realize late, the things that time
Can't allow us to hold for long.
The youngest, the oldest, and all in between
Can't return, once time has gone-
Take time, hold the moments, in time they slip away,
Words one heart fought, with a smile to say.
This year will pass, as the years before,
Smile at the life, that you most adore.
When time comes and you "forget" to grin, too...
Those who remember your smile of love,
Will hold heads high, to smile right back at you.

N/A

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:43:12 +0000

Tomorrows the 9th. I often wonder who goes to see haley to see oen of my good friends.I know i try to go there as much as i can.Yes its hard but i knwo shes wiht me and that makes me feel better.

Haley tomorrow you have been gone for 2 years and 3 months.I dont know how im making it without you.You were my BEST FRIEND. No one will replace you. I love you forever haley...

sad anonymous

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:11:48 +0000

wow its been way too long since haleys been gone n i cant believe its been forever two years and your gone god has taken you into his arms and all we can do is remember your sweet smile and your warming presence god sets upon us things of grace he lets us know when people are good.. good enough to go you fullfilled your destiny baby we miss u dearly and everything in our school has been different since uve been gone i cant imagine how great it would be to see u again how close everyone would be you made us feel like were all so close and put a smile on our faces you touched hearts you touched us and your on the stairway of heaven we miss u we love u we'll see u there O:)

:'( i miss u very much sometimes i just sit and think well if she was here.. but if u were here isnt a thought.. its when she was here.. :)

<3

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 22:28:21 +0000

last night god came to me and told me to tell you this...

*haley has a new set of wings*
*they are more beautiful than you had imagined*
*everyone in heaven lines up to meet your babii first*

everytime she sees a a loved one think of her with an ounce of saddness, she brushes their cheek with those same wings God blessed her with aug. 9th, 2003

never forget your daughter,sister,friend
never forget your angel
because she will never, ever forget you

...........

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 01:22:00 +0000

She was so young but lived a great life its terrible wut happened i didn't really know her but my siblings did i just wanted to let you know that a lot of people including my still to this day prey your your family and haley. :-(

someone who cares

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:38:08 +0000

Every now and then i come on to this site and i still cannot believe that Haley is actually gone :-( i wasnt very close to the family but i know it must still be a very hard thing to live with, and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers. Just wait Haley until we can all see your beautiful smiling face again.

Radios In Heaven

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 11:21:18 +0000

Radios In Heaven

Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you

:-(

Scarlet Urbin

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:29:51 +0000

Who You'd Be Today- Kenny Chesney

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonde

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound drazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

Instrumental Break.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.

this song describes how i feel everyday...miss you haley

<3 you
Scar

...

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:26:13 +0000

missing you more and more every day haley..your in our hearts forever..

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day

daughter sister friend angel

Emily

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:26:15 +0000

I still am in shock to this day. I remember getting a phone call from scarlet and she was crying. It was the saddest thing ever. I hung up the phone with her, us both in tears and i told my mom what had happened. She burst into tears and we went straight to their house to comfort them. I was really close friends with scarlet even though i didnt know haley that well. But i know she touched the hearts of everyone she met. She was so fun and loving, she knew how to put a smile on everyones face. shes the person everyone wants to be...the athletic, fun caring person with a ton of friends. I miss haley very much.

Haley your in my prayers and so is the urbin family

<3 Emily Sylvester

Christine

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 23:42:24 +0000

2 years and i still cant believe your not here with us... miss you tons and i know God is taking great care of you

<3

...

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 14:01:05 +0000

i'd give it all for just one more day with you

two years too long

love you hales... :-(

Ally

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 02:50:50 +0000

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Nah nah la la la nah nah

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The say you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you
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That song came on my radio today and it just reminded me of you Haley, you've been popping in my head a lot lately so I felt I should put this song in here in memory of you...

your missed soo much..
us graduating isn't going to be the same without you walking across that stage with us...
x0x0x
:-(

A Friend

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 16:58:20 +0000

Jordan

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 08:43:12 +0000

I have known the Urbins for quite some time now. My only regret is not getting to know Haley better! She was my friend's sister and my sister's friend. But somehow, when I heard the news I was amazed by how much of an impact it brought upon me. I see her family often now, and everytime I can't help but picture Haley. From what her family reflects through her memory, I can only imagine a glowing angel with a new set of wings and a new task of over looking her family and friends, making sure they are as peaceful and beautiful as ever. From what I know of the Urbins, they are this way. Which is reassurance of how wonderful of a person Haley truly was and will always remain to be. Living in the hearts of everyone she touched,including me.

~*~Scarlet, everytime I see you smile I imagine Haley being the sparkle in your eye. That way, I know she is always with you. And when I lie in bed at night thinking, how could that happen to her?...I hope Scarlet is okay?...Why would He chose her sister?...I know you are okay because I saw Haley there to comfort you. I just hope you see her, too.~*~

This family will always have an eternal place in my heart devoted to comfort and love. Thanks so much for all you have done for me. You are a truly strong and compassionate family.

Jordan Wells

....

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:58:17 +0000

Haley ...you were the best friend for alot of us I miss you so much!!! Summer reminds me of you and our group of girls..things are changing and it's not the same ...I wish you were here to put it all back to how it used to be .... I wish I had the strenght to go and vist your family all the time but I don't but I want them to know I think of how they are doing everyday and I wish them the best

I love you always
..your friend

Regine Yanniello

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 16:19:49 +0000

I ran across this today and thought it really fit Haley and the short time she was here. Make her short dash with us count and live your dash the way Haley lived hers, always kind to everyone.

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone,
From the beginning...to the end.

He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.

(1930 - 2005)

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her,
Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house...the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile.
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy's being read
With your life's actions to rehash...
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

anon.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 00:29:03 +0000

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Wed, 09 Feb 2005 23:30:40 +0000

One Year, Six Months
Yellowcard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

missin u