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Scar Urbin

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 04:16:02 +0000

Christmas In Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below with tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you of the joy their voices bring for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor or the peace here in this place Can you just imagine Christmas with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit as I tell you of your love so then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in heaven and I'm walking with the King.

meagan

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 23:13:35 +0000

happy birthday haley.

someone who misses u

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 23:11:23 +0000

happy 18th birthday hales. wish u were here to celebrate with us but i know theyre having a nice big birthday party for u up there. love u so much and miss u so much. thinking about u always.

love you

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:19:02 +0000

i couldnt tell you in words how much i miss u. u dont even get how much i need u in my life. everything has been miserable since uve been gone. i think about u every second of everyday. i know its selfish but i want u back so bad. i would give up anything in this world to have u back. i cant wait to see u again. im counting down the days.......

i love u so much haley

n/a

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 06:40:52 +0000

i never new haley..
but just by looking at her pics
seems like her smile could light up a whole room!

every one misses u haley :-(

i miss you so much..

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 05:15:06 +0000

hales your beautiful and you are missed soo muchh. i know everyone of you friends and your family hurt that your gone they really miss you..everyone does i miss you hales i love you <3 :-(

anon.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:48:26 +0000

one in a while i come onto this site and read over everything, look at all the pictures and stuff. And my eyes just start to water thinking about you not being here. :-( its still hard to think your not with us anymore. I hope god is treating you as well as you deserve.

Missing you HVAU....

love u

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:13:27 +0000

all my days are filled with hurt,your all i think about and i miss u more and more everyday :-( :-( :-(

..

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 16:39:24 +0000

Happy Thanksgiving Haley

miss u hales

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 19:32:05 +0000

Never Gone - Backstreet boys

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close,
Everyday,
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close,
Everyday,
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are <3<3

~~my angel, my best friend
miss you more than anything

SRGU

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 21:43:57 +0000

A sister's love is special
in oh so many ways
Now miles stretch between us
and minutes turn to days.

We've shared so much as children
the tears, the joys, the pain
A lifetime spent together
those memories remain.

In times gone by we've pondered
the paths our lives have taken
Knowing that in spite of this
our sister love unshaken.

A sister's love is special
in ways that are unspoken
Still that binding force exists
our sister love unbroken

One more year has passed on by,
Don't look back
Keep your head held high
For you're missing the most valuable moments,
You see...
When you are looking down toward your feet.
Walk, if you run, you'll find yourself wondering
Why or When
What never failed to smile down at you,
Somehow, forgot to grin.
We somehow took for granted then,
The special times we shared-
Smiles, smells of home, were there
Whenever we got scared.
I ran to and from that place,
Yet, never saw that smile.
I look up now, no place to run,
And it's been here all the while.
I realize late, the things that time
Can't allow us to hold for long.
The youngest, the oldest, and all in between
Can't return, once time has gone-
Take time, hold the moments, in time they slip away,
Words one heart fought, with a smile to say.
This year will pass, as the years before,
Smile at the life, that you most adore.
When time comes and you "forget" to grin, too...
Those who remember your smile of love,
Will hold heads high, to smile right back at you.

N/A

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:43:12 +0000

Tomorrows the 9th. I often wonder who goes to see haley to see oen of my good friends.I know i try to go there as much as i can.Yes its hard but i knwo shes wiht me and that makes me feel better.

Haley tomorrow you have been gone for 2 years and 3 months.I dont know how im making it without you.You were my BEST FRIEND. No one will replace you. I love you forever haley...

sad anonymous

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:11:48 +0000

wow its been way too long since haleys been gone n i cant believe its been forever two years and your gone god has taken you into his arms and all we can do is remember your sweet smile and your warming presence god sets upon us things of grace he lets us know when people are good.. good enough to go you fullfilled your destiny baby we miss u dearly and everything in our school has been different since uve been gone i cant imagine how great it would be to see u again how close everyone would be you made us feel like were all so close and put a smile on our faces you touched hearts you touched us and your on the stairway of heaven we miss u we love u we'll see u there O:)

:'( i miss u very much sometimes i just sit and think well if she was here.. but if u were here isnt a thought.. its when she was here.. :)

<3

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 22:28:21 +0000

last night god came to me and told me to tell you this...

*haley has a new set of wings*
*they are more beautiful than you had imagined*
*everyone in heaven lines up to meet your babii first*

everytime she sees a a loved one think of her with an ounce of saddness, she brushes their cheek with those same wings God blessed her with aug. 9th, 2003

never forget your daughter,sister,friend
never forget your angel
because she will never, ever forget you

...........

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 01:22:00 +0000

She was so young but lived a great life its terrible wut happened i didn't really know her but my siblings did i just wanted to let you know that a lot of people including my still to this day prey your your family and haley. :-(

someone who cares

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:38:08 +0000

Every now and then i come on to this site and i still cannot believe that Haley is actually gone :-( i wasnt very close to the family but i know it must still be a very hard thing to live with, and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers. Just wait Haley until we can all see your beautiful smiling face again.

Radios In Heaven

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 11:21:18 +0000

Radios In Heaven

Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma's house
well you taught me well, didn't you?
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
'Cause they're playing my song on the radio
And I'm singing it to you
If they don't have radios in heaven
here's what I'll do
I can bring my guitar when my time is up and I'll play it for you

Tell me can you hear me now
if not, then I can try to sing real loud
What's it like up on the other side of the clouds?
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you

:-(

Scarlet Urbin

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:29:51 +0000

Who You'd Be Today- Kenny Chesney

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonde

Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound drazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

Instrumental Break.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.

this song describes how i feel everyday...miss you haley

<3 you
Scar

...

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:26:13 +0000

missing you more and more every day haley..your in our hearts forever..

And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,
Like so many friends we've lost along the way,
And I know eventually we'll be together.
One sweet day

daughter sister friend angel

Emily

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 04:26:15 +0000

I still am in shock to this day. I remember getting a phone call from scarlet and she was crying. It was the saddest thing ever. I hung up the phone with her, us both in tears and i told my mom what had happened. She burst into tears and we went straight to their house to comfort them. I was really close friends with scarlet even though i didnt know haley that well. But i know she touched the hearts of everyone she met. She was so fun and loving, she knew how to put a smile on everyones face. shes the person everyone wants to be...the athletic, fun caring person with a ton of friends. I miss haley very much.

Haley your in my prayers and so is the urbin family

<3 Emily Sylvester