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my everything

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 04:05:50 +0000

it's taking so much in me to stay alive without you here living with me

anon.

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 00:14:08 +0000

i miss you
so much
been gone for too long
seriosuly im so sick of being here without you
come back
please come back
id give my life to see you smile on last time

to an angel

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 20:34:54 +0000

you are forever missed and loved Haley.. time has passed a little but the memories have not between your friends and family... although we cannot see your smiles anymore..we remember them in our minds... we will forever remember you and your love... always...

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Tue, 06 Jun 2006 21:42:58 +0000

come back haley.
please come back.
im sick of being here without you.
you need to be here.
please come back.
ill give anything.

i miss u

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 02:46:27 +0000

if only u were here to experience the last day of high school with us. if only u were here to experience prom and the all night party and every memory we have have had along the way. i miss u so much and i would do anything to have u here with us right now. its so hard to have a good time when im supposed to because all i can think about is how u should be here with me.

im so grateful that i got to spend the time i had with u, with u.

keep smiling. i love u.

beauitful haley

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:07:13 +0000

Haley your rarely off my mind these days and cant believe its almost going to be 3 years that your gone.. i want you to know back when you babysat me you were like the girl i always wanted to be.. i looked up to you in so many ways and wished that one day i could grow up to be you! i miss you so much and love looking at our good times that hang on my wall.. we were so young and my fav memory of us throwing apples in the road at my dads. :-( haley i cant wait til the day i can see you again

allmylove<3

a family friend

Wed, 17 May 2006 21:54:41 +0000

Read this and thought of the Urbin's...

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,!
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn! 't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

to an angel

Wed, 10 May 2006 23:20:53 +0000

Your beautiful smile will always stay in my head and in my heart and I will always have good thoughts about you. I know your happy in heaven and setting up the celebration for the one day we are all together again. The chain will link again...I know even though for some of your freinds and family it is really hard. Send them love and laughs from above.

miss u so bad

Tue, 09 May 2006 05:05:04 +0000

haley i think about u all day everyday. i would do anything to get u back. anything.

thinking everyday.

Mon, 08 May 2006 01:21:12 +0000

i miss you so much. i dont know why but wiht me and you things were different we were probley closer than everyone else and call me crazy for missin u this much but i do. i think of you all the time and wear that band on my wrist 24//7.you were truely a gift from god and i didnt relize it until you left me that day. its been so long and id give it all to see that smile one more time or to hear you laugh. id give it all haley and i want you to know ill forever love you forever miss you and forever remember you. love you more than anything haley. keep smiling down on me and keeping me strong

to an angel

Tue, 02 May 2006 17:46:13 +0000

You are so missed. I hope the prettiest angel is looking down on us all. love you

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Sun, 16 Apr 2006 23:40:42 +0000

love you baby
happy easter
miss you more than anything in the world
if i could do it all over again
things would have been different
love you i miss you and im sorry.

missin her...<3

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:49:45 +0000

haley this year is tuff cuz of our prom & graduation & last SB. I miss you so much and though i kno we are all supposed to think you ARE sharing this with us, it just isnt the same and cant compare to the idea of you actually being here to walk up and graduate with us. Even after all this time that has passed since we last talked I can remember EVERYTHING about you and still miss it more & more everytime you pass though my mind. There is no excuse or explaination to present the fact of your death, it wasnt your time you should still be here with us. But looking at people's lives, you can be proud in heaven knowing that you have touched EVERYONE YOU MET in one way or another and that Haley is something most people will never do in their entire lifetime, and you mastered it in 16 years. I love you and miss you dearly and "somday" we will meet again and hopefully can put the tears behind and move forward with eternal life.

i miss you

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:59:08 +0000

haley the board in my room of you is still up, the memories of us is still in my head, and you are still in my heart! i havent talked to anybody about you in awhile, i cant believe its been this long with you gone :-( i just wanted to let you know how much i love you and miss you <3

-i hope everything is beautiful in heaven just like you deserve

APRIL HALEY

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 22:30:13 +0000

I CAME UPON THIS SITE BECAUSE I WAS BEING STUPID AT WORK AND GOOGLING MY NAME TO SEE WHAT WOULD COME UP.

I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I AM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I KNOW THE PAIN YOUR FAMILY GOES THROUGH UNFORTUNATELY ALL TOO WELL. FROM WHAT I READ HALEY WAS A GREAT PERSON WITH A GORGEOUS SMILE. AND IM SURE SHE HAD A HEART OF GOLD .SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMAN. MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FROM MY EXPERIENCES I LEARNED AS LONG AS YOU KEEP HALEY IN YOUR THOUGHTS, SHES ALWAYS GOING TO BE WITH YOU. SHE IS AT PEACE.

HALEY, I HOPE YOU HAVE MET KRISTY AND ANDREW UP THERE. XOXO

http://andrewj-nill.memory-of.com/about.aspx
WWW.KRISTYLYNHALEY.COM

THOUGH I DONT KNOW YOU, I AM THINKING OF YOU..... APRIL HALEY

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Thu, 09 Mar 2006 17:36:00 +0000

youve been gone for too long. :-(

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Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:20:18 +0000

Dear Haley i miss you so much i cant even describe how much you meant to me ,and its so weird that our class is graduating this year and you wont be there and it wont be the same for all of us because your not there but we will always remember you and your beautiful smile,alot of things have changed since you've been gone but ive been gettin through it all and i know your watching down on all of us protecting us,laughing at us,laughing with us and just missing us like we miss you but we will all be with you again someday and until then i love you and will always remember you for the beautiful and loving girl you are...

N/A

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 03:01:58 +0000

Got a boat, got a car, got a house with a yard:
I'm still workin the best job I've ever had.
But I'd give it all away, every dollar that I've made,
If I could only bring you back.

There's a door that I keep closed; there are boxes full of clothes,
But it's memories I'm wishin I could pack.
I would retrace every step; say the things I should have said,
If I could only bring you back.

But there's no words I can say:
Not a prayer I can pray.
No road that you can take back to my arms.
But you'll never be gone:
Our love will live on,
As long as there's a beat in my heart.

There's a smile that I still see, a voice callin out to me,
And a longing in my soul I've never had.
I wish I could touch your face, I would even take your place,
If I could only bring you back.

But there's no words I can say:
Not a prayer I can pray.
No road that you can take back to my arms.
But you'll never be gone:
My love will live on,
As long as there's a beat in my heart.

Got a boat, got a car, got a house with a yard:
I'm still workin the best job I've ever had.
But I'd give it all away, every dollar that I've made,
If I could only bring you back.
If I could only bring you back.

Kyleigh

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 22:28:30 +0000

Hey I miss you Haley i know i havent seen your family in a while but all of you guys made such a difference in my life and i love you all!!!

Scar Urbin

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 04:16:02 +0000

Christmas In Heaven

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below with tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you of the joy their voices bring for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I can't tell you of the splendor or the peace here in this place Can you just imagine Christmas with our Savior face to face?

I'll ask him to lift your spirit as I tell you of your love so then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing
for I am spending Christmas in heaven and I'm walking with the King.